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>O< well ....

i am such a good girl ..

>O< learn from yesturday and live for today and hope for tommoro
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June 03

THIS SPACES IS HACKED

THIS SPACES IS HACKED

May 18

The Life I killed

Hello.. everyone I hope you`re doing fine.. it`s been a while since I posted a

thread here

well, here you go .. I started writing this two months ago and I just finished editing it.. I hope you like it



In his cold unsympathetic cage, he kept waiting.. shuddering, wondering.. where did it all go wrong?..

He started talking to the bars.. telling it his story:

" Have you ever wondered.. how does it feel to carry that thing we call a heart..?

Of course, you don`t know how it feels, you`re made of steel, how could you ever understand.."

He raised his head, looking towards the moon through the barred hole and continued:

" .. It`s not easy.. to carry such a thing, at first it fills you with joy, happiness, and a sweet deep warmth..

even if you you`re still a young bud, fighting your way in the midst of a howling storm..

you`ll grow very fond of it.. I remember that feeling.. I truly do.."


Then, he released a sigh, while gazing at the sad moon.. and resumed with a cold tone..

" But they took that warmth.. after that, life became so pale.. the joy, the happiness I once knew..

have withered away for ever.. now... I know how you feel.. so cold.. and speechless

..the moon that we all admired for so long, comparing our blossoming virgins to its beauty..

is suffering the same pain.. deep within its beautiful face.. knowing that those legendary rays of beauty

are nothing but a mere reflections from the sun.

I know.. how it tastes..

that bitter taste.. of being used."

He paused for a moment.. and smiled while resuming..

" .. but my story has an ending.. in a few hours.. I`ll taste that sweet deliverance, while you`re sitting

here.. yearning for an end to this eternal pain.

After that monologue.. the night became very old, and a new day was born..

after the holy prayer.. he was urged forward by the executioner into the open ground

where everyone gathered, waiting for the event. after reaching " the spot "..

the executioner ordered him to kneel. When his knees touched the ground,

his body started to shiver, and his heart was beating so fast, clinging desperately to this life..

everyone was staring at him sweating and shaking.. he felt like he was going through a thin haze..

many pictures were blown into the air.. he rememberd everything.


" Now son, can you say.. rabbit?.. "

" .. ra .. ra .. bit .. rabit .. "

" .. My dear child, today you`re going to school and you`ll play there with little boys like you .. "

"..mama..I don`t like school.."

"..aww.. don`t worry my little angel.. when you get used to school you`ll love it.."

"..mama can I play with my friends at the garden..? "

his mom looked at his father with a big smile on her face.. and said :

"..sure..as long as you keep away from the street.."

he went joyfully with his friends, while his mother and father were standing there

thinking.. that their little boy is having the time of his life.

after they finished playing... everyone went back to his home..

" .. Hey there little kid .. you want some candy ? "

" .. can .. candy .. ? "

" .. Sure.. come inside i`ll offer you some.. because you`re a good boy .. "

Innocently.. he went inside.. never knowing that there was no candy..

The boy was thrown in front of his parents` house..

" .. If you tell anyone about this.. you`ll never see your mother again.. "

He kept this as a dark secret of his..

a secret that ruined his view of life.

and one day..

he met the perfect friend.. they were very attached to each other..

it was a beautiful chapter, which ended in a very tragic way..



" .. I swear.. I shall kill you for this.. "


They found him crying near the corpse..

they asked him.. why did you kill him .. ?

and this was his only answer : " he betrayed me " .

but they never knew, what happened..


He kept the reason for himself.. always.. echoing.. through his mind..

"..the thing that destroyed my life, did not destroy his.., but worse than that .. "

" .. he enjoyed it .. "

a warm tear.. escaped.. and the executioner was given the sign ..

" .. Don`t forget the Shahadah my son.. "

"I testify that there is no god but Allah and I testify that Muhammad is the Messenger of Allah."

The blade rose , reflecting the sun original rays of light..

giving him the pleasant emancipation he was seeking .
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May 09

The story of poet intelligence .. And the insight of a king is !!!!

A man went to the king and recited him a poetry that the king said : request what wants
He said does she give me
He said : a term
He said that want that dinars give me by like the number that I mention in the Qur'anic verses
He said : with pleasure
The poet said : said Allah rose : your God is one God then he gave him a dinar
He said : a second of the two since they in the cave then he gave it two dinars
He said : you do not say three they finished then gave it three
He said : and no three is except he their fourth then it gave it four
He said : and no five is except he their sixth then five dinars and six gave it
He said : Allah who created a seven heavens then it gave it seven
He said : and Lord throne carries over them at that time eight then gave it eight
He said : and in the city nine groups were spoiling in earth then he gave him nine
He said : that a complete affability then ten dinars gave it
He said : I saw eleven planets then eleven gave it
He said : several of the months are at the Allah of twelve months in the Book of Allah then twelve gave it
Then the king said : you gave it double what mentioned and dismiss it
The poet said : why O my master ؟ !He said : I feared that she says : and we sent it to hundred thousand or they exceed

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May 07

COOL ^__^


こんにちは人 
私はya をすべて愛する
今日私はya のための新しい詩を有する
そして呼ばれる
生命長い愛
継続するために割り当てる 
私が彼女に会ったときに私は知っていた
彼女は私の物でなければならなかった
青い彼女の目そう
彼女はワインとして臭いがした 
そして最終的に私に私の中心で彼女があった
はじめて私は嬉しかった偽りなく
彼女から私は決して離れてほしくなかった
私は彼女とあって決して私を悲しくさせなかったことを知っていた
................ しかし一方では、 それは起こった
空は落ちた
海は流出した
彼女の美しい臭いは行った
そして私の中心はすぐに遅れた
 ....私及び彼女が意味されて私知ってはいけない
感じのためまだである
そして私が彼女の見る場合私の中心はまだ落ちる
彼女は私によってくまできなかった] 私の生命残ある
私は彼女のための私の愛が決して停止しないことを知っている
  ............?他を待っているr のya の人
  私はあまり長くない
__________________

May 03

Don’t be afraid to tell someone that ....:)

Hi there, how r u all

…Read Slowly
?Have you ever wondered which hurts the most
Saying something and wishing you hadn't? , or
?Saying nothing and wishing you had
.I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, .you might break theirs
?Have u ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person
.Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't
.You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to
?Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you
.Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all
?Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
.don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us
.But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger
.Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump
.Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had
?* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye
?*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (Even if it is that you don't care anymore)
?*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them
?**What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them
People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
.you are a friend
If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
.you would bein my heart
?Would I be in yours
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April 28

よりよいやがて生まれる

こんにちは皆、
である私の最初日本の詩人これは湧き出、それを... 好むことを私は望む .

 

よりよいそれは私のためである
そしてそれをあろうよくしなさい
生まれていない私があった 育てられない
世界に持って来られて
ないこの地球に来なければならない
世界のためにsuckled
私によってが死んだら3 夜古いのが
私のswaddling 手で失われて
私はdoth のスパン必要としよう
木のもっとスパン、
しかし間抜けの地球のcubit
司祭からの2 ワード
cantor からの3 つの詩
鐘からの1 つのカンという音

 この読むことをありがとうそれを... 好むことを私は望む

April 24

No Escape From You

Ooh you, the angels on my shoulders,



Tell me; just throw your words with out any efforts




How big are my sins, or am I from the good doers



Tell me now before time comes for losers



Am I in the right path, or am I just from those of dreamers





Am I ready for Monkaar Wanakeer



Let me know, give me a chance for the escape of fear



Am I a sinner or am I counted as a dear



Let me know and leave away that fear





I know you are pointed in a job of writings



Listing good deeds and the sins in countings



Your don’t miss an act or any other doings



Ooh angels how big are our sins and our evil actions





Ooh Allah to you I have raised my hand



You are the only one. For you I will stand



Help your servant, the one you created him from sand



Shower me with your mercy, don’t give me a banned





To you I will ask for mercy and help



You are the merciful the gracious and the source of help



Help me God, and support me with your help.



**Thanx for Reading**

April 23

You are rich but your are idioT


BOOST UP YOUR CONFIDENCE BELIEVE IN WAT YOU ARE

You are strong

when you take your grief and teach it to smile

You are brave

when you overcome your fear and help others to do the same

You are happy

when you see a flower and are thankful for the blessing

You are loving

when your own pain does not blind you to the pain of others

You are wise

when you know the limits of your wisdom

You are true

when you admit there are times you fool yourself

You are alive

when tomorrow's hope means more to you than yesterday's mistake

You are growing

when you know what you are but not what you will become

You are free

when you are in control of yourself and do not wish to control others

You are honorable

when you find your honor is to honor others

You are generous

when you can take as sweetly as you can give

You are humble

when you do not know how humble you are

You are thoughtful

when you see me just as I am and treat me just as you are

You are merciful

when you forgive in others the faults you condemn in yourself

You are beautiful

when you don't need a mirror to tell you

You are rich

when you never need more than what you have

You are you

when you are at peace with who you are not

 

                        

SoMe WoRdS i LIKe ...^^

Nice words
i just liked them
wish u enjoy them


=:::=:::=:::=

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight



TO MEET AND TO PART IS WAY OF LIFE
TO PART AND TO MEET IS HOPE OF LIFE









:A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO
ACCEPTS YOUR PAST
SUPPORTS YOUR PRESENT
AND
ENCOURAGES YOUR FUTURE






Why torture yourself
when life'll do it for you

There will be many people who will walk in and out of your life but only true friends will leave footprints behind


I liked this one so much


In the cookies of life, your friends are the chocolate chips


If ever you may have a big problem, don't say, 'God I have a big problem!', but instead; 'Hey Problem, I have a big God!' and everything will be okay


Love is like a bus, if you miss it, don't worry, you'll catch another one


One is not completely dressed unless one wears a smile


when you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying



Always put yourself in others' shoes
If you feel that it hurts you,
it probably hurts the other person, too
very sensible




Friendship improves happiness, and abates misery 
 by doubling our joys, and dividing our grief

 
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Thank u for reading this

                                                      
April 19

Bed Time Story ^^

hello daddy ,

a simple explanation of today's political situation for those who have a trouble understanding it ..
)
see the unspoiled child innocence


Bedtime Story
American kid asks daddy ...

Q: Daddy, why did we have to attack Iraq?
A: Because they had weapons of mass destruction, honey.

Q: But the inspectors didn't find any weapons of mass destruction.
A: That's because the Iraqis were hiding them.

Q: And that's why we invaded Iraq?
A: Yep. Invasions always work better than inspections.

Q: But after we invaded them, we STILL didn't find any weapons of mass destruction, did we?
A: That's because the weapons are so well hidden. Don't worry, we'll find something, probably right before the 2004 election.

Q: Why did Iraq want all those weapons of mass destruction?
A: To use them in a war, silly.

Q: I'm confused. If they had all those weapons that they planned to use in a war, then why didn't they use any of those weapons when we went to war with them?
A: Well, obviously they didn't want anyone to know they had those weapons so they chose to die by the thousands rather than defend themselves.

Q: That doesn't make sense Daddy. Why would they choose to die if they had all those big weapons to fight us back with?
A: It's a different culture. It's not supposed to make sense.

Q: I don't know about you, but I don't think they had any of those weapons our government said they did.
A: Well, you know, it doesn't matter whether or not they had those weapons. We had another good reason to invade them anyway.

Q: And what was that?
A: Even if Iraq didn't have weapons of mass destruction, Saddam Hussein was a cruel dictator, which is another good reason to invade another country.

Q: Why? What does a cruel dictator do that makes it OK to invade his country?
A: Well, for one thing, he tortured his own people.

Q: Kind of like what they do in China?
A: Don't go comparing China to Iraq. China is a good economic competitor, where millions of people work for slave wages in sweatshops to make U.S. corporations richer.

Q: So if a country lets its people be exploited for American corporate gain, it's a good country, even if that country tortures people?
A: Right.

Q: Why were people in Iraq being tortured?
A: For political crimes, mostly, like criticizing the government.
People who criticized the government in Iraq were sent to prison and tortured.

Q: Isn't that exactly what happens in China?
A: I told you, China is different.

Q: What's the difference between China and Iraq?
A: Well, for one thing, Iraq was ruled by the Ba'ath party, while China is Communist.

Q: Didn't you once tell me Communists were bad?
A: No, just Cuban Communists are bad.

Q: How are the Cuban Communists bad?
A: Well, for one thing, people who criticize the government in Cuba are sent to prison and tortured.

Q: Like in Iraq?
A: Exactly.

Q: And like in China, too?
A: I told you, China's a good economic competitor. Cuba, on the other hand, is not.

Q: How come Cuba isn't a good economic competitor?
A: Well, you see, back in the early 1960s, our government passed some laws that made it illegal for Americans to trade or do any business with
Cuba until they stopped being Communists and started being capitalists like us.

Q: But if we got rid of those laws, opened up trade with Cuba, and started doing business with them, wouldn't that help the Cubans become capitalists?
A: Don't be a smart-***.

Q: I didn't think I was being one.
A: Well, anyway, they also don't have freedom of religion in Cuba.

Q: Kind of like China and the Falun Gong movement?
A: I told you, stop saying bad things about China. Anyway, Saddam Hussein came to power through a military coup, so he's not really a legitimate leader anyway.

Q: What's a military coup?
A: That's when a military general takes over the government of a country by force, instead of holding free elections like we do in the United States.

Q: Didn't the ruler of Pakistan come to power by a military coup?
A: You mean General Pervez Musharraf? Uh, yeah, he did, but Pakistan is our friend.

Q: Why is Pakistan our friend if their leader is illegitimate?
A: I never said Pervez Musharraf was illegitimate.

Q: Didn't you just say a military general who comes to power by forcibly overthrowing the legitimate government of a nation is an illegitimate leader?
A: Only Saddam Hussein. Pervez Musharraf is our friend, because he helped us invade Afghanistan.

Q: Why did we invade Afghanistan?
A: Because of what they did to us on September 11th.

Q: What did Afghanistan do to us on September 11th?
A: Well, on September 11th, 19 men, 15 of them Saudi Arabians hijacked four airplanes and flew three of them into buildings, killing over 3,000 Americans.

Q: So how did Afghanistan figure into all that?
A: Afghanistan was where those bad men trained, under the oppressive rule of the Taliban.

Q: Aren't the Taliban those bad radical Islamics who chopped off people's heads and hands?
A: Yes, that's exactly who they were. Not only did they chop off people's heads and hands, but they oppressed women, too.

Q: Didn't the Bush administration give the Taliban 43 million dollars back in May of 2001?
A: Yes, but that money was a reward because they did such a good job fighting drugs.

Q: Fighting drugs?
A: Yes, the Taliban were very helpful in stopping people from growing opium poppies.

Q: How did they do such a good job?
A: Simple. If people were caught growing opium poppies, the Taliban would have their hands and heads cut off.

Q: So, when the Taliban cut off people's heads and hands for growing flowers, that was OK, but not if they cut people's heads and hands off for other reasons?
A: Yes. It's OK with us if radical Islamic fundamentalists cut off people's hands for growing flowers, but it's cruel if they cut off people's hands for stealing bread.

Q: Don't they also cut off people's hands and heads in Saudi Arabia?
A: That's different. Afghanistan was ruled by a tyrannical patriarchy that oppressed women and forced them to wear burqas whenever they were in public, with death by stoning as the penalty for women who did not comply.

Q: Don't Saudi women have to wear burqas in public, too?
A: No, Saudi women merely wear a traditional Islamic body covering.

Q: What's the difference?
A: The traditional Islamic covering worn by Saudi women is a modest yet fashionable garment that covers all of a woman's body except for her eyes and fingers. The burqa, on the other hand, is an evil tool of patriarchal oppression that covers all of a woman's body except for her eyes and fingers.

Q: It sounds like the same thing with a different name.
A: Now, don't go comparing Afghanistan and Saudi Arabia. The Saudis are our friends.

Q: But I thought you said 15 of the 19 hijackers on September 11th were from Saudi Arabia.
A: Yes, but they trained in Afghanistan.

Q: Who trained them?
A: A very bad man named Osama bin Laden.

Q: Was he from Afghanistan?
A: Uh, no, he was from Saudi Arabia too. But he was a bad man, a very bad man.

Q: I seem to recall he was our friend once.
A: Only when we helped him and the mujahadeen repel the Soviet invasion of Afghanistan back in the 1980s.

Q: Who are the Soviets? Was that the Evil Communist Empire Ronald Reagan talked about?
A: There are no more Soviets. The Soviet Union broke up in 1990 or thereabouts, and now they have elections and capitalism like us. We call them Russians now.

Q: So the Soviets, I mean the Russians, are now our friends?
A: Well, not really. You see, they were our friends for many years after they stopped being Soviets, but then they decided not to support our invasion of Iraq, so we're mad at them now. We're also mad at the French and the Germans because they didn't help us invade Iraq either.

Q: So the French and Germans are evil, too?
A: Not exactly evil, but just bad enough that we had to rename French fries and French toast to Freedom Fries and Freedom Toast.

Q: Do we always rename foods whenever another country doesn't do what we want them to do?
A: No, we just do that to our friends. Our enemies, we invade.

Q: But wasn't Iraq one of our friends back in the 1980s?
A: Well, yeah. For a while.

Q: Was Saddam Hussein ruler of Iraq back then?
A: Yes, but at the time he was fighting against Iran, which made him our friend, temporarily.

Q: Why did that make him our friend?
A: Because at that time, Iran was our enemy.

Q: Isn't that when he gassed the Kurds?
A: Yeah, but since he was fighting against Iran at the time, we looked the other way, to show him we were his friend.

Q: So anyone who fights against one of our enemies automatically becomes our friend?
A: Most of the time, yes.

Q: And anyone who fights against one of our friends is automatically an enemy?
A: Sometimes that's true, too. However, if American corporations can profit by selling weapons to both sides at the same time, all the better.

Q: Why?
A: Because war is good for the economy, which means war is good for America. Also, since God is on America's side, anyone who opposes war is a godless unAmerican Communist. Do you understand now why we attacked Iraq?

Q: I think so. We attacked them because God wanted us to, right?
A: Yes.

Q: But how did we know God wanted us to attack Iraq?
A: Well, you see, God personally speaks to George W. Bush and tells him what to do.

Q: So basically, what you're saying is that we attacked Iraq because George W. Bush hears voices in his head?
A. Yes! You finally understand how the world works. Now close your eyes, make yourself comfortable, and go to sleep. Good night.

Good night, Daddy

 

April 14

I Love SurverY ^3^


Hello Everyone, 

Hi Dears,
 Love Surveys :XD: Sorry If You Hate Them :P
Non of Your Business

Here You Go...


THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. yukiojan
2. jamilajan
3. yukio ninagawa :XD:

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. yukio jan
2. jamila jan
3.jamila jan(shoot me :XD: )

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My friends
2. My hair
3. my um, fingernails? (when i take care of them ^^; )


THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. How i burn easily (burn as in oven-burn )
2. I cant have close friends
3. my smelly armpit..how much medicine  i take i doesnt works with me :lmao:

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Cockroaches
2. When more than two people are looking at me at the same time X(
3. Dirty Words ppl Tellin m >o>

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. love
2. smile
3. computer

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. black shirt
2.black skirt
3.underwaer >O>(they match, honest! @@)

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS (or artists (at the moment)):
1. evanescense <= i keep fearing i spell it wrong :XD:
2. asian kung fu generation
3. the calling (only heard a bit of a song @@ )

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. dil na lage
2. duppatta
3. thank you (Orange range)

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Score amazingly on my grades ;_;
2. meet someone new n_n
3. good cooker and cake backer and artist @@

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. My own space
2.  phone calls (phones know  me >_> )
3. To go shopping (i'd want a girl who'd probably go hair-accesory shopping :XD: )

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. My real name is yukio
2. My real name is not jamila jan
3. You can call me jamila jan and it wont be a lie n_n

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Shiny hair (Squall obssesed X_x )
2. He has to have a nice smile (shoujo obssesed)
3. i dunno... ask me after i talk to him ^^;

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. stupid maths UoU/
2. Cry in front of people
3. Find a good book/fanfic! T,T

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Sleeping (I agree with skin beauty here X3 )
2. Baking cake
3. chatting  with the girls and boys on msn n_n

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Post this >_<
2. Upload pages of hope
3. get a snack and go to bathroom

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. A boring school desk
2. watching anime
3. hair stylist ~o~ (I love doing hair even if i'll probably screw everybody's :XD: )

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. JAPAN
2. JAPAN
3. um... JAPAN!

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Aleky ( ^_~ )
2. sami
3.reedo

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Pray enough to last me a life time
2. Not leave anybody angry/hates me
3. will I be greedy if i asked for a stable life? :pray:

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. my computer sir :stab:
2. rabab :evillaugh:
3. freinds :spank: (if i could, i would have added more :XD: )

thanks for reading through this whole thing ^o^/ i hope you understand me more after this! :love:

 

 everybody...k or DIE...BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA -_______________-!





April 11

SiNg WitH mE ..

 

 

scroll down and wait tell the music loads ..^^ .,

People always talk about
Hey oh hey oh hey oh
All the things there all about
Hey oh hey oh hey oh
Write it on a piece of paper
Got a feeling now see you later

[Bridge]
There's something bout me
Let's keep it moving
And if it's good lets just get something cooking
Cus I really wanna rock with you
I'm feeling some connection to the things you do
(You do, you do)

[Chorus]
I don't know what it is
That makes me feel like this
I don't know who you are
But you must be some kind of superstar
Cus you got all eyes on you no matter where you are
You just make me wanna play

Baby take a look around
Hey oh hey oh hey oh
Everybody's getting' down
Hey oh hey oh hey oh
Deal with all the problems later
Bad boys on there best behaviour

[Bridge]
There's something bout you
Let's keep it moving
And if it's good lets just get something cooking
Cus I really wanna rock with you
I'm feeling some connection to the things you do
(You do, you do)

[Chorus]
I don't know what it is
That makes me feel like this
I don't know who you are
But you must be some kind of superstar
Cus you got all eyes on you no matter where you are
You just make me wanna play

I like the way you movin'
Hey oh hey oh hey oh
I just give into the groove and then
You just make me wanna play
If you just put pen to paper
Hey oh hey oh hey oh
Got that feelin' now see you later
Hey oh hey oh hey oh

Make your move
Can't we get a little closer?
You rock it just like your supposed ta!
Hey boy I aint got nothin' more to say
Cus you just make me wanna play

[Chorus]
I don't know what it is
That makes me feel like this
No no gotta be gotta be a superstar
All eyes on you ohhh eyes on you
You make me wanna play

[Chorus x2]
I don't know what it is
That makes me feel like this
I don't know who you are
But you must be some kind of superstar
Cus you got all eyes on you no matter where you are
You just make me wanna play

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April 07

THis wIll mAkE yoU CrY T^T

~Just Wonder~



10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone
went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
~I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!~

I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I CRIED:


I love u
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DONT WAIT CAUSE IT MIGHT BE TOO LATE TELL THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE THAT YOU LOVE THEM OR YOU WILL REGRET IT THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!!!!!


April 01

more about Gmail...love Gmail >___<!

hello from Gmail ^________^...

A Google approach to math.  

On the eve of Gmail's one-year birthday, our engineers were toiling away furiously. Notes scribbled all over the walls. Complex calculations on napkins and empty pizza boxes. Millions of M&Ms.

The result?... starting today, we're beginning the roll-out of our new and top secret Infinity+1 storage plan. The key features are:

  • Write, don't worry.
    You want to stop caring about storage. We want to keep giving you more. Today, and beyond.

  • The gift that keeps on giving.
    1190.365632 megabytes of storage (and counting) for every user. the  number are continuing but not here...^_____^

  • No complicated equations. No tough algorithms.
    Just this one graph:

Gmail turns 1 today. And we've always loved a good joke. We know we won't reach infinity, but check out what we will do ...

"If Gmail creeps you out, just don't sign up. ... That would be a shame, though, because you'd be missing a wonderful thing. Even in its current, early state, available only to a few thousand testers, Gmail appears destined to become one of the most useful Internet services since Google itself.

... The ads are so subtle, so easily ignored, that it's hard to imagine anyone preferring the big, blinking, slow-loading graphic ads that appear every time you check for messages at the Hotmail and Yahoo Mail sites. Even more refreshing, Gmail doesn't turn you into an unpaid billboard for Yahoo or Microsoft (Hotmail's owner) by stamping ads on at the bottom of every outgoing message, no matter how sensitive the topic.  ...

The only population likely not to be delighted by Gmail are those still uncomfortable with those computer-generated ads. Those people are free to ignore or even bad-mouth Gmail, but they shouldn't try to stop Google from offering Gmail to the rest of us. We know a good thing when we see it."

' Gmail isn't an invasion of privacy, and its ads are preferable to the giant blinking banners for diets and dating services that are splashed across my other Web mail accounts. … Gmail critics have ignored the fact that automated software already scans the contents of your incoming e-mail messages. Antispam and antivirus software at most ISPs and corporate firewalls comb through the personal contents of your e-mail all the time. Gmail is just a little more upfront about it."

"…Google insists quite clearly in its privacy policy that 'No human reads your mail to target ads or other information without your consent.' The process by which it pushes ads at its users is fully automated. Fears about privacy problems inherent with the Gmail service are, in our opinion, overblown."

www.gmail.com....

i know that you ppl dont have but if want it come to me or mail me...^______^

March 28

WannA StAy In CoNtAcT wIth mE ^____^

Hey anY oNe wHo wAnnA Mail mE hErE yOu Go...

queen.yukio@gmail.com

yukio_ninagawa@msn.com  fOr cHaTtiNg oNlY...yoU cAn mAiL mE As wEll ^____^

mMm...tHiS IS MA sPacE BwahHAHAha

http://spaces.msn.com/members/yukiojan

 

 

 

March 24

Some Hot Topic!!

SOME FUNNY PIX AROUND TO LET YOU NOT FEEL BORED I THINK I WILL LET THEM IN LINKS.....

 

WHY DO JAPANESE PPL TAKE PIX LIKE THAT....@___________@ ANY THING WRONGE WITH THEM OR THATS HOW THE PICTURE COME MORE FANTASTIC O_o....!!!!!

 FOR JAPANESE PPL I REALLY DONT MEAN ANYTHING ITS JUST THAT I WANTED TO KNOW ABOUT IT....

I AM SORRY ^____________^

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March 19

Gmail....^________^!

gmail..

have you ever heard of it....if not then here you go...Welcome To Gmail.com...

Gmail
A Google approach to email.  

Gmail is an experiment in a new kind of webmail, built on the idea that you should never have to delete mail and you should always be able to find the message you want. The key features are:

  • Search, don't sort.
    Use Google search to find the exact message you want, no matter when it was sent or received.

  • Don't throw anything away.
    1000 megabytes of free storage so you'll never need to delete another message.

  • Keep it all in context.
    Each message is grouped with all its replies and displayed as a conversation.

so i have got 50 invitations and i would like to gave it to only who need it....

anything else you wanna know about leave your comment and let me know....^___^"

sankyou   V ^_~"

March 17

A too much about me ^O^

 HeLLo EveRy BodY ^_____^                    

 who wanna know about me.....

Its  been long time and ppl askin about who am i ,where they dont know wether i  am from japan or china...let me tell ya this i am from non of these lovely countries but i always appear to be from japan thats how i live it not about that i feel shame of my country but just that i love japan and dead about it  >__<...                                                                                          my dear visitor and dear friends  just let you ppl know lotta bout me so that you ppl probably understand where i could be from.... i am from asian countries.......    lolz ...k here we go...!  sorry i really dont know how to start...ok

my name is jamila jan   , i am 18 years old , i live at the moment in kuwait but i am not arabian...mmmmmm  what else...i have kicked tell now 5 guys from school for few days only....i am kinda famous to tell ya the truth ....i love ppl who respects other , well i got nice and perfect teahers and sensei's as well...>->...what else you wanna know....i love anime too much and i draw alot but i rarly dont paste my drawings in any websites but you can see one of the websites i have found and it got really nice images check it out from the web links in my catagory ....i am artist as well *

    If i remember something else about me i will paste it later and if you ppl wanna know something about me  tell donnot forget....k dear its time to go...

       "  below you can see my pic i know i have hide my self  but shown my ass....give your comments with your space address

trait snapshot:

clean, organized, dislikes chaos, semi neat freak, perfectionist, traditional, realist, fits in most places, enjoys managing others, risk averse, good at saving money, prudent, respects authority, high self control, hard working, does not like to stand out, follows the rules, finisher, resilient, takes precautions, cautious, honest, unfamiliar with the dark side of life, practical, dutiful,
clean, secretive, does not make friends easily, observer, hates large parties, risk averse, perfectionist, reclusive, solitude loving, more practical than abstract, does not like to stand out, high self control, intellectual, mind over heart, very cautious, takes precautions, respects authority, irritable, emotionally sensitive
 

 i am somewhere in between being calm and resilient and being anxious and reactive. and at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun. as well in average somewhere in between being assertive and social and being withdrawn and solitary.reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

i am a romantic . Love is always around in my  stories and everything seems to be centered around a particular couple of mine ... loloz

how about that can you discribe your self likehow i did^___________^

March 13

kawaiiii


恭喜發財!!!! I hope tht u r free from da troubles of da world n b happie n successful in all tht u aspire to achieve ~ good health 2 all  

..... n may ur dreams come true!!! X

...Happie !!

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